look, i DONT CARE ABOUT BOYS AT THE MOMENT, ok?! i dont need or want a boyfriend to spread rumours about me! ya know, i've got SLIGHTY more pressing things to think about right now, more pressing than worrying about how stupid i'll look w/o a bf! oh like, you know, how to get food on the table when we're more or less broke, how to actually get all the housework and homework done... make sure that mum looks after herself somewhat... pretend i'm not tired... oh, and did i mention? make sure dad doesnt come back and beat the absolute crap out of my mum like he threatened he would. only SLIGHTLY more pressing than fitting in, right?