I have been seeing a therapist off and on over the years and started seeing Lcsw.. I don't know the difference .anyway the new councelor i am seeing last 3 times .. I just want to bust out crying but i hold it in..I cry alone but never to another person.. I have all this crap built up in me .I just don't want her to think I am a freak or something.. Other people told me I seem like a time tomb ready to go off. I feel like that sometimes. I would not hurt anybody by all means. Its all the pressure building up.. thanks for responses.