Okay, here is my sad introduction..

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by blueangels, Sep 28, 2011.

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  1. blueangels

    blueangels New Member

    hi, i'm blueangels.

    my dad's a heartless drunk, and he used me as his beer getter as a kid.
    his wife used to not let me watch cartoons (ever!)
    most of my friends are two-faced backstabbers.
    i have: epilepsy, anxiety, ocd, bell's palsy, bipolar disorder, depression and chronic doublevision.
    i live in a country where i'm not happy, because i need the sun, and most people here are atheists.
    my stepdad once beat me up, and now we haven't spoken in like 6 years.
    my mom prefers him over me.
    people think i'm a player because i used to be (because i had been let down too much)
    and now karma is following me around for my sins.

    only thing that's keeping me from comitting suicide is that my family would be in pain, and that i don't wanna go to hell.

    but sometimes i regret that i have said "i'm never gonna do it", because then people don't even freak out anymore when you want them to.. to get some attention or some heartwarming words.
    ^ yeah i'm really honest too btw.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Just want to say hi hun glad you are reaching out here and hope you continue to post okay hugs to you
  3. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    welcome blueangels.. bet your family would really notice if you made some good accomplishments in your life and left the whole bunch behind rather than just taking your life.. best wishes, Jim
  4. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Welcome, blueangels. Nice to meet you.
  5. Kat909

    Kat909 New Member

    you are welcomed here, glad to see you seeking others out, i'm here if you ever need to talk. take care.
  6. blueangels

    blueangels New Member

    Wow, thanks, guys!!
    Everyone of you all, i appreciate that. A lot.
    Actually gave me goosebumps.
  7. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums!!
  8. Entoloma43

    Entoloma43 Well-Known Member

    Hell doesn't exist, so there's no worries here. Family is a legitimate reason for not committing suicide though.
  9. Lana

    Lana Well-Known Member

    Hey hun. Welcome to the site
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