I finally went to an addiction specialist and got my own Suboxone prescribed to me. My husband has been sharing his for over a year now with me, and I've never had my own. I would use heroin, then take his medicine to avoid withdrawal. The worst part of it was the fact that not only was I making him a lot more likely to relapse by taking part of his dose, but I also had to lie everywhere I went about where I got it from! When I had to stay in the hospital for GI issues for a few days, I had to lie and tell them I was prescribed it cause I couldn't go a day without taking it without feeling like crap, but they still wanted to see the name on the prescription before they authorized it being brought in for me. So I ended up telling them that my prescription actually ran out and I didn't have any more to take, and my husband had to sneak them in for me. It was awful doing that and I was scared of getting caught. But those days are over now cause I have my own. I feel like doing a victory dance.