Okay so I never thought I would use this section of the forum, but today calls for it

Discussion in 'Positive Feelings and Motivational Messages' started by AsphyxiateOnMisery, Nov 28, 2011.

  1. AsphyxiateOnMisery

    AsphyxiateOnMisery Well-Known Member

    I finally went to an addiction specialist and got my own Suboxone prescribed to me. My husband has been sharing his for over a year now with me, and I've never had my own. I would use heroin, then take his medicine to avoid withdrawal. The worst part of it was the fact that not only was I making him a lot more likely to relapse by taking part of his dose, but I also had to lie everywhere I went about where I got it from! When I had to stay in the hospital for GI issues for a few days, I had to lie and tell them I was prescribed it cause I couldn't go a day without taking it without feeling like crap, but they still wanted to see the name on the prescription before they authorized it being brought in for me. So I ended up telling them that my prescription actually ran out and I didn't have any more to take, and my husband had to sneak them in for me. It was awful doing that and I was scared of getting caught. But those days are over now cause I have my own. I feel like doing a victory dance.
     
  2. ZasuArt

    ZasuArt Well-Known Member

    Re: Okay so I never thought I would use this section of the forum, but today calls fo

    Yay for small victories, StrangeasAngels! I'm really happy for you to be able to cross that mother off of your worry list!

    :hamster:

    btw... every time I see your name, The Cure's "Just Like Heaven" starts looping in my head (which *thankfully* is one of my all time favorite songs). Sending hugs and friendship. :)
     
  3. AsphyxiateOnMisery

    AsphyxiateOnMisery Well-Known Member

    Re: Okay so I never thought I would use this section of the forum, but today calls fo

    Thanks!! And I agree, The Cure is an amazing band :)
     
  4. Lana

    Lana Well-Known Member

    Re: Okay so I never thought I would use this section of the forum, but today calls fo

    I'm glad you got the prescription, hun :)
     
  5. AsphyxiateOnMisery

    AsphyxiateOnMisery Well-Known Member

    Re: Okay so I never thought I would use this section of the forum, but today calls fo

    Thank you. :) Lana was actually my dog's name. I had her for 13 years until she got sick a couple years ago and had to be put down :( I miss her.