Well I am I monster I know this. As many times as I say this..I'm being serious now. Dad's not home, and i know his gun safe combination. I.Can't.Stand.The.Games! I come here for support, and to support people, and all I get is drama. Am I not being submissive enough? Do I need ot bow on my knees like I did to my step dad when he beat me? What more do I have to do to gain everyones respect? This week is a living hell. Fuck. This .All!!! I'm sorry Daryl, Sam, Jason, David 1,2,3, Bec, Bex, Sarah, Lynn, Mikel, Wayne, Alison...and everyone else. Sorry for exisiting.