I feel.... Okay? Not bad but also not good. Slowly letting go of some guilt/shame I have been struggling with, probably because I started therapy again. I am starting to do little projects at home that make me feel accomplished, keeping up with cooking and exercise, and I re-enrolled in school so I can start some classes next semester. I just don't like this lost and numb feeling. It's hard to not second guess if I'm making the right decisions but I can't dwell on the past, just continue to work through it so I can move on. At the same time I can't worry about the future too much because I don't know what it holds. Maybe I'm numbing a little bit because I feel like I'm overwhelmed? I'm both doubtful, scared, and ready to give up but at the same time I also want to fight to get better and to be successful. Ugh, feelings.