I know I said I wouldnt post my shit anymore. But I guess just need to know that someone else knew. Deep inside I know I'm a good person. Deep inside I know I deserve better than all this. Deep inside I know it's never going to get better though. I cant take being me anymore and all that goes with it. I cant take the hurt and pain that everyone else seems to think I deserve and can take. I cant take life anymore. So wanting to taking the next best thing.