1. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Haha, this is the stupidest post ever but I'm writing it anyway.

    I am listening to OK Go. It is making me feel happy. It's making me remember a gig of theirs I went to where I got crushed at the front, sang along at the top of my lungs, and accidentally 'cupped' Damian!! :shy: :eek:hmy:

    It was a genuine accident I swear! :laugh:

    Point is, for the first time in ages a happy memory is making me happy, rather than miserable because I don't have that any more. This gig was after all the abuse, after all the shit. Before the PTSD, but that's not the point because it was still AFTER the traumatic experience itself. I CAN feel happy! I have felt happy before!

    And this particular gig is such a random memory. Because it involves a lot of people, a lot of noise, sexual innuendo... But I wasn't freaked out. I was relaxed and happy!

    I can do it, damnit!!
  2. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Okay, so now you all think I am the kind of lunatic that you don't want to talk to (you must already have caught onto the fact that I am a lunatic of some description....) :hides:
  3. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    lol nah i don't think that at all!! The only song i really like by Ok Go is Here It Goes. Thats a awesome video!! lol im actually listening to the song now :biggrin:
  4. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Haha, thanks Vikki :tongue:

    Have you seen the video for A Million Ways? They danced in that too, only without the treadmills! When I saw them they did the dance for their encore :laugh:.
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Lol i have actually seen that video before, am watching it again, I still think the Here It Goes video rocks tho haha
  6. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Yes you can, damnit!!!!!!!!!! :groupwave: :laugh: :tongue: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
  7. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Yay Carolyn thank you! :hug: :bounce: :biggrin:
  8. Wonderstuff

    Wonderstuff Staff Alumni

    That's brilliant! :biggrin: :hug: Music is great at bringing back memories, isn't it?
    You CAN do it :)

    (and you're definitely not a lunatic, either :tongue: )
  9. beautifuloblivion

    beautifuloblivion Well-Known Member

    Yes you can!!!! :dance:

    I don't think you're a lunatic at all...it's good to hear you're feeling happy. :hug:
  10. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Heehee, thank you both :wiggle: :bounce:.

    I really hope so. It doesn't feel so... optimistic right now. But I know it did then and that's a start isn't it. :smile:
  11. Jodi

    Jodi Staff Alumni

    Hey ~Nobody~,

    Hows things going now, remember you can still do it, glad you had a positive memory to share, thanks....
  12. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Well since I finally got with the times and opened an ImageShack account I thought I'd share some relevant pictures :tongue:.

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