I'm in my fifties in chronic pain and have been severely depressed for 7 years now. I have tried every possible option including ECT and many experimental treatments. I tried to get the brain operation for Deep Brain Stimulation but the clinical trial has been cancelled. I am just waiting for the details on legalized euthanasia to be worked out here in Canada and then I will apply for it. I don't think I am being crazy at all to do this. It's really a logical next step given everything I've tried and been through with no results. My life is effectively over anyway. I am old, worn out and incurable. Time to go.