Hi, I appear to have joined this forum 2yrs ago (don't remember doing it but I have an account so I must have!!!). I thought that despite being an 'old' member that I would post and introduce myself as a 'new' member. I have always suffered from bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts, I have attempted to kill myself quite a few times, a couple came very close to working but I am still here. Things are so much worse now than they have ever been, maybe I'll make another post somewhere and bore you all with the saga that is my life. I'm constantly thinking about hurting myself (I self harm) and killing myself and I always have a 'plan'. I hope to be able to get some support from the forum and to be able to offer support to others. Sorry that I'm so boring. Imp.