old habits die hard

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by obscurity, Oct 16, 2007.

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  1. obscurity

    obscurity New Member

    five years ago I had problem with cutting myself. I sought professional help, and with time, overcame the urge. I have many deep scars reminding me of those dark times.

    a few weeks ago I cut myself again for the first time in a long time. it did not feel good.

    last night I mutilated my left leg. the scars will not be permanent. until then I am afraid somebody will find out. then everybody will know that I am unhappy and that I cannot control myself.

    for now nobody knows but me.

    I am so ashamed.
     
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    seek help again :hug:
     
  3. obscurity

    obscurity New Member

    I can't afford professional help.

    I don't think it will happen again, anyway.
     
  4. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    that sucks...............
    sure there's no free services?
     
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