Hello everyone. I'm a old member and I'm returning to the site. I was gone for awhile cause things were actually getting better for me. However now I'm in need of a lot of help and I'm deeply depressed and constantly always thinking of suicide. I'm seeing a therapist right now and that's helping me but I can't help but feel lonely sometimes. For the past two weeks I've done nothing but cry. So I decided to come back so I can get support from people who truly understand on how I feel.