I'm mid 40's, female, have a great job, have raised a child on my own and by all standards should be a happy person. But I'm not. During college I tried to commit suicide. I had a bad childhood, so what, who didn't. My child is now 20 and moving on. There are symptoms appearing that I recognize. How do I know if I really have issues coming back that I need to face or if I'm just feeling sorry for myself?