she's drunk, on the phone to one of the women she used to look after the rescue cats for, and shes said "depression for me, is such a hard thing, and its not about being sad, i just have no one and no support, and fucked if my daughters helping me" like wtf!! first she's MY mother, mothers support their children not vice versa. has she supported me with my "depression"? no. she's told me to cop on, to stop lying, to just stop, to just go for a walk and i'll be fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like come on!!! what kind of mother accuses their own child of lying about being suicidal and depressed. wtf is that! and what the hell will a walk do for me other than set me off on a panic attack!!!! ffs i'm am really fucked off with all of this. I AM TRYING but its all just fucked back in my face. i know she's going to go off on one tonight cause of the drink. just watch this space to see if its me or her BF or my 12 year old brother. mind you she already roared the head off him when he got in from school, cause theres no noodles for him to have cause the supermarket didnt have them in.. :dry: yeah my mothers great..