Hey, just gunna get my anger out, below is what i'm thinking, What have i done to you???? Why don't you trust me???? I'm sorry for everything i've done!!!! Why can't you show you actually like me???? Why am i not wanted???? What have i done for peiple not to want me???? What can i do to fix this???? Is suicide the only way forward???? Is Richard the answer to my problems???? Why do i argue???? Whats the point with everything???? I've had a FUCKING enough with this!!!! Why is it always me???? Arn't these Anti-Depressants meant to work???? They make me feel fucking worse!!!! Whats the point of councelling if it makes you depressed afterwards???? Why take one Melatonin to help me sleep, when i can sleep forever with maybe another 50 odd!!!! What have i done to deserve this???? Why does everything fall onto me???? All i try to do is help people!!!! And they chuck it back into my face!!!! I want help but i'm not willing!!!! I want this to end, but i've given up trying, nothing works!!!! Do i really love him???? Is it just a phase???? Why am i gay???? Why does my mum think she has failed me because i'm gay???? I'm still her son!!!! Why is being 16 so difficult???? I want to be free!!!! But theres no chance of that happening!!!! Why do people label each other?, I'm myself and so are you, no matter if your a emo, goth, chav or whatever, your still Yourself!!!! WHY DO I ALWAYS GET LIKE THIS!!!! Thanks feel a bit better now .