I can't do this. Life got the better of me. I know I don't have the guts to kill myself, but a tragic accident would be so very welcome right now I moved into a new apartment 6 weeks ago, and this past weekend found out it has bedbugs. I've been getting bitten since I moved in, but didn't know what it was. I may have spread them to anywhere I've been since I moved in, so I've had to call and tell all my friends, and offer to pay as I can if they and/or their parents have to get their houses treated. It'll take 6 weeks to get rid of them from my apartment. In the meantime, I'm stuck living at my moms. I don't know if I can do 6 weeks here. I came home from work tonight to duck shit in the shower, and everyone refusing to clean it up, then went downstairs to make dinner, and discovered they ate my food (I always bring home my own as I'm got a digestive disorder and have to eat different stuff). I've got next to nothing left. Its bad enough that I have to hide my razor and towel to keep other people from using them. They know I NEED my food... My brother's grown up enough now that I'm physically the weakest, I can't fight them for it and win. There's nowhere I can go, I can't protect myself, and I can't run away from here. I don't think I can do this for 6 weeks... Its already messing me up.