The following promises and oaths I make are all on my life and I WILL NOT break them. I may update this thread from time to time. Once I click submit new thread, all oaths of mine are sealed in blood, honour and time. The life of my oaths is the length of my lifetime. 1. I will never attempt to leave this community again. 2. I will never post in the section of this community called Coffee House again (unless I create the thread) except for my favorite thread Truth or dare, other sections bring out too much immaturity in me and make me feel threatened and insecure. 3. I will never self-injure again. 4. Online, I will never make fights public again, and I will restrain myself from threats, malice or anger, I will forgive from my heart ASAP in all situations if possible, but I will not tell them that as it can be condescending. I will endeavour in all I do to be gentle and responsible. I will also try to be a peace-maker, and build bridges between myself and others and between all of them as long as it my business to be doing so, the positive aspects of neutrality I will follow deeper. 5. I will avoid most pet words from now on, except for use on Princess Coji if she ever contacts me again if she even wants it. Like darling, honey, sweetheart, princess, angel, love, and variations (except for hun). Beautiful is okay because missiontohell likes it, and hun is okay for the rest of the time. Dear is also neutral enough. I think those remaining create more empathy and make you feel softer. 6. I will keep my distance more and not get too close (except for Princess Coji). I will never seek any kind of romantic relationship with anyone besides Princess Coji, nor will I flirt with the idea, or act like things could be different somehow, someway, nor will I give an inch or open myself to the possibility. If a girl in real life or online asks, I will say NO. 7. I will not spam again or be a pest. I will not repetitively post again, as I see I am virtually the only loser who does that. 8. I will never delete my diary, it is healthy, it doesn't matter what others think. 9. I will never send a bitter and angry pm or email again. 10. Online, I will be light-hearted, but not immature. Sensitive but not creepy. Loving but not crossing the line. Cool but not too rebellious. Interesting but not bizarre. 11. I will never say I love you again online to any male or female again besides Princess Coji. 12. I will never swear or curse again online, even in asterisks. 13. I will reply ASAP to all who I see request my commiseration online. 14. I will do my daily tasks ASAP with higher priority than online work has. 15. I will not bully, mock, beg or harass online. 16. I will not turn away or get upset when people online refuse my compassion, nor when they are distant. 17. I will not judge people online for flaws and errors and bring it up again and again. 18. I will act in defence if necessary, but I will never be aggressive online. 19. I will serve and protect Small-Kate/NoGood. 20. I will not say anyone is 'sweet' again online except for Princess Coji. 21. If I see someone needs me online, I will endeavour to respond ASAP and devote as much attention as I can comfortably. Here's some songs. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZyxYL753w4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrEP3RPgEao Enjoy! Make some of your own, but only if you are sure you can keep them. Thx so much guys. Word of advice - Just because Life turns her back on you, doesn't mean you turn your back on Life. She may just be upset - give her a hug and you'll both be fine. That's what I've learnt in my travels. Edit - I have no gf guys, I think you know what this means for me - it's romantic suicide.