Hello everyone, Ive been lurking here for awhile but due to my extreme anxiety I never have posted till now. My whole life has been a struggle yet the suicidal thoughts did not start until i turned 10. I was born with mobius syndrome just google it and you'll get the idea. Because of this Ive been social outcast for most of my life. But the last few years since i turned 16 have been the worst. First off the few childhood friends i had turned on me and i still don't know why. Second i found that i will never be able to drive due to my disability. And last but not least I can't even find a job and Ive been looking for 4 years. Its pretty sad when McDonald's discriminates against you... Due to my disability Ive also devloped a extreme case of social anxiety to the point that in the past Ive stayed inside for 6 months. I'm just to the point now I can't go on anymore like this. I can deal with my disability I just can't handle the way most people treat me its just like I'm a worthless piece of **** and only good for taking advantage of. Idk i could keep going on but I'm sure most of you have heard it before. I just hope someone here can help somehow.