i feel so numb so shitty, so destroyed so tarnished my mind and body feel week and tears are in my eyes. the person i live with has raped and abused me, he is apparently my mothers husband. and my mother is scared of something or something and wont help me get the man in jail for what he has done wrong. they have gone as far as frame me for various things to make me look less credible and to try and get rid of me. im currently living with them but only because i cant keep a job/cant get, and i suppose its better than being on the streets, i was homeless before. they are insane and will subtly mention some of the bad things they did, and it is tearing me down, i dont know what to do im so lost and disconnected. i guess i dont want to go into to much detail right now, im just so lost and dont know what to do, i want to go to the police but i am afraid if i call the police that i will be arrested on some false charge or something, and i also dont want to since im trying my best to pretend what ive heard or what has happened was something different.