So basically, the only person to ever actually "love me" and the only person I've ever loved, and the person I would sacrifice my own life for, just told me that I'm totally useless and worthless. That he never really loved me, despite everything he said to me. That he never, ever wants to talk to me again. My entire life was wrapped around this guy. And then to hear him say that. haha, wow. Oh, and I forgot to mention, that I was just diagnosed with depression! YAAY! And that last night I went out drinking, so I haven't taken my antidepressants in two days. Sooo, now I'm really on the edge, and really close to just ending it. What's the point of spending your life knowing that everyone you love is just going to hurt you in the end? Is Cipralex overdose enough to kill you? My roommate is gone, and no one knows I'm in my room, so it would be the PERFECT time to just do it! I just need to build up the guys to pop a few little pills in my mouth, and then hopefully, it will all be over.