I have absoultly no life, it is if I am a walking zombie, no friends, no reletives who cares, no support system what so ever. If I killed myself now no one would notice or give a damn. I am completly and uterly alone while my so called "peers" pass me by and somehow manage to live happy and productive lives, I am sick of it, sick of trying. No one gives a damn about me and my life is nothing but a living hell so why bother goin on any more. I don't even know why I am posting this no one gives a damn about anything I post anyway.