When we got back together one of the 'conditions' was that I had to stop smoking. So I went on the patch. Then money got tight and I had a hard time affording the patch. So I started doing snus. And well one thing led to another and I am smoking again. And tonight, I am going to hear about it. And tonight I am sure that my marriage will end. Oh I wont be moving out tonight. She wont kick me out into the cold. But the plans will be made. I am such an idiot!