Well guys, kinda supprised to be making my own post again !!!!! Overs the few months I have been doing really really well, made a new friend, he's half my age, but we get on so well, he straight, or may be bi, but not interested in me, but thats ok, I would rather have him as a friend, 21 and 40, thats never going to work anyway !!! I came out to my brothers, a few friends at works and this new guy, I only just met, none them made a big deal of it, life is good and all that. Got a medical problem, that I am finaly going to get sorted Drove 464 miles in one day, I hate driving, but I did it, that made me feel good too. Lost a fair amount of weight !!! Not so fatman now LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL But tonight, been listening to sad music, drinking, feeling kind of empty again After feeling so good, kinda sneaked up on me !!! So tired of this, up and down. Shit happens... prffff, yeah right.