im feeling bad. im 24 and i tried to slit my wrists and take an overdose when i was 18, thing is i have a good life, parties im a ladies man igo to nightclubs but= that stopped after i had a bad realationshgip. now im 24 im seeing a 35 yr old with 2 kids who adore me because im the biggest hardist guy in the world/ (i do MMA mixed martial arts) but as much as i lo9ve them i feel i am a burden. did i mention that my girlfriend has an inopororable brain trumour. my god do i love her but my dependancey on drtink is killing everyone and im readdy to do bad shit right now, iv done it once and i said to my friends if i ever do it again then its over.