Hey there everyone I have just joined this forum and have my story to share. I have been clinically depressed for many years but only recently have I tried (unsuccessfully) to kill myself. The first time was with <mod edit-methods>I found out that it has <methods> in it so I went out and got a handful, booked myself a hotel room and mixed it up and drank it. Well nothing happened except I just slept for a while which I think was only cause I was so worn out from being very very sad. The next time I went to my doctor and got him to give me sleeping pills which he did and I went home <methods> I was suppose to pick up my girlfreind from work but when I didnt show she got a ride home to find me in bed naked and unconscious. She called the ambulance and I was taken to a mental hospital where I stayed for a few weeks. Now the strange thing is I dont remember a thing about how I got from the other room I was in to the bathroom to spew and then to my room to undress and get into bed. After I was released from the hospital I tried again to do it by getting a <methods>myself but after I fell unconscious I fell (sitting down) and hit my head on the <methods>which split my head open and <methods>. That was what saved my life but I was so disappointed I have yet to try again. I now see a psychiatrist every monday cause I have been diagnosed with clinical depression and anti personality disorder which is enough for anyone to take on a day to day basis.