Everything I faced today. And I sit here thinking how one fucking hug, a real honest to goodness, feel someone elses arms holding me while I cry, hug could of been all the difference. One fucking little thing like a hug. What kind of a horrible person am I that I dont rate something so simple that would mean so much to me. I'm not looking for millions of dollars, anything that requires rocket science to achieve, hurting another living soul to obtain what I want. Just a real hug. I guess I really am as stupid and gulliable as others see me. Funny how things come full circle. I remember when I first came here, how important that hug was. And I was fooled so many times, even by members here, that they would give me that one day. Now when I call it quits, it's still the same damn thing I want and need. Who the Hell am I trying to kid? Me.... that's who.