I live in a HUD housingand one of the sstipulation to live here is that you have to prove that you're capable to live independently. Well, i have had 3 suicide attempts in one year and I've been warned by management that one more attempt will automatically result in an eviction. I take this threat seriously and since then I have had no more attempts and I'm learning to cope with my suicidal ideations so I won't fall off the deep end. That's what keeps me motivated to stay safe and it's working. Wish me luck that I won't sabotage my wellnes.