So this is going to take some time to write about, so I'm not going to say everything all at once. One of the things that has hurt me deeply has to do with a broken heart I experienced two years ago. I liked this girl, and it took m a year to finally get the courage to ask her if we could sit and talk sometime and hopefully get to know each other more. I am socially inadequate, but I didn't have any high expectations from her. One of our first conversations mostly consisted of her talking about something she heard her ex bf say about her. I tried to be a good listener, but honestly, I really didn't want to hear about her jerkface of an ex. Okay, I really wanted to write more, and I don't mean to sound all dramatic, but this is harder than I thought to write. Please bear with me.