Ever have one of those days that make you regret getting up? Not in a joking manner, but for real. We get up everyday 5am get ready for work knowing that today has a slight chance of fecal showers. One thing happens that throws off your day, sending you spiraling off into the black abyss. Now your at home wanting to be motivated enough to do anything to better yourself like reading a book or cleaning up a bit, but instead you spend your time writing about your pitiful problems on a forum page you try to hide from the rest of your family so that they wont look at you differently. Then when you finally get done putting down your problems so that complete strangers can read it, you have to proof read it and make sure that nothing is in it that would make it worthy for the chopping block. Its just been one of those days.