One reason to live?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Luliby, Jul 23, 2008.

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  1. Luliby

    Luliby Staff Alumni

    I've lost my will and way. If you still have something your holding onto perhaps this poll will bring back reason, er... literally. Name 1 reason to live. I'm interested in hearing yours.
  2. bluegrey

    bluegrey Antiquities Friend

    Aside from not wanting to harm loved ones for me it is bicycling. I love tinkering with my bicycles, ordering parts over the internet and most of all taking long aimless rides. I get physically tired on a ride but never bored of it. It really is about all I can say I get any happiness from right now.
  3. suso

    suso Member

    Cant say..i always manage to get a smile , sometimes, or is just my cat doing his pirouettes or my sister trying to find me a girlfriend, the shit that ppl talks on rule 34 forum, or just a new song...stupid things that happens, this forum also helps

    The randomness
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    My daughter, and my grandaughter.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    my family and my hope to get better again.
  6. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    art, music, stuff like that...
  7. Unoe

    Unoe Member

    Family, Alot of freinds who i see every day, And a girl who broke my heart.
  8. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    Family (father, mother, sister) even I know that sometimes I am a burden even to them, still, I know I will hurt them when I'll leave. Its sad that I will have to leave, sooner or later...
    This is the list of other things that are keeping me here:
  9. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    You said you have lost your way. I didnt lost my way. Perhaps, this was my way all the time, and this was my end. I just wasnt aware of that.
  10. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    What keeps me here is hope, specifically, hope that I can heal from a childhood of fear and violence. I thought I was unloved and unlovable. My therapist's greatest gift to me was a question: Could I be wrong?
  11. TheWr0ngChild

    TheWr0ngChild Well-Known Member

    That it's a fact, I WILL die one day.
  12. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    too find a way to make good out of all the bad that has happened to me and of course my children
  13. DrowningInTears

    DrowningInTears Well-Known Member

    i usually find something some project that gives me hope that it might pay off but it is becoming less and less effective. to many failures it seems bleak please pray that my next effort pays off i feel all my hopes are riding on it.
  14. Xian

    Xian Well-Known Member

    my unborn children if i ever have any
  15. Rachael41

    Rachael41 Well-Known Member

    ? one reason i have is because i kind of want to knw how it wil all turn out? if it really can get worse? or better?....

    thers no guarantee that theres an afterlife, so i wouldnt b able to see how ppl coped /reacted to my death..............
  16. For me, the main thing that keeps me here is my incabapility to actually do it right now... I have alot of preparing to do. Anyway, other reasons are my family, and him. I really don't want to hurt any of them, but as I'm selfish, in the long run they are going to have to experience a little bit of hurt to end my never-ending pain. I'm most worried about my sister and him though. But in the end... you have to do what you have to do. I'm not trying to hurt them, I just can't do this much longer.
  17. hare

    hare Active Member

    next to death, one more day doesn't seem so threatening. there is always the chance that things could get better. we're all going to die someday.
    for me, that, and fear of breaking my mother's heart.
  18. Forget It

    Forget It Member

    I used to say constructive hobbies, gaining more knowledge, and it would hurt my parents. Now I can let these things go because I am very ready to move on. My only barrier is lack of a firearm, which I'm old enough to get and can afford it. Once I get a gun hopefully within six months, nothing will stop me because I won't feel bad about losing connections.
  19. LightInTheDarkestNight

    LightInTheDarkestNight Well-Known Member

    Hope that things will get better even though I've got a needle in haystack left at this point.. I like alot of your comments, I agree with most of them.

    I don't want to hurt my family but they would be over it pretty soon especially since I'm a burden or as they would call it a "challange"
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