One Year

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Evanesce, Jul 4, 2014.

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  1. Evanesce

    Evanesce Well-Known Member

    Hi all, just wanted to put a short post, and yes I know it's in the suicide part. But I thought why not have something here that is positive. Today is one year since my husband past away. A whole year wow I have no idea where the time has gone. During the last year, I've been through some trying stuff but I'm coming out the other side.
    Yes today I am sad... thinking of what i've lost. Thinking about the happy times too.
    A lot of the year I was suicidal and I didn't think that I would get out the other side but I have.
    For now even though I'm really sad today I'm not suicidal. And I'm ok with being like this. Sure it hurts, but after a while I'll smile again.
    After all how would you know that you were happy if you never experienced sadness. You can't have one without ever knowing what the other is. Guess things need to be balanced a little to give meaning.
    Just a few thoughts.

    Want to thank those that have helped here.
    Not on often any more but think of you regularly and I'm still healing.
    :) Thanks
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you if ok thanks for letting us know how you are doing
     
  3. Twocky61

    Twocky61 Banned Member

    :hug: :hug: :hug: Evanesce

    wtg you have achieved what we all wish we could achieve

    :freehug:
     
  4. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    I am very sorry.
     
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