This time last year almost too the day,I made a serious suicide attempt that almost took my life. A lot of people don't understand on the outside I seem just like your every day genral happy dude with a lot of friends,but on the inside. I am in agony and pain. I have had a lot of things happen in life that hardly anyone knows about. I have add as well as depression. In high school I had major social anxiety also no one knew about they just thought I was shy sometimes. After my attempt,my parents did not found out at first. I whent to the doctor for a normal yearly checkup and told her,then I whent too the hospital for ten days and that was hell on earth,having nurses look at you like your a freak when your completley normal just have been through trauma and have a chemical imbalance. I guess why I am writing this is I have been having thoughts again and am thinking about it. Tell me your thoughts,thanks.