Its only a matter of time, minutes,hours, days...who knows...till i self-harm again. Iv done pretty well, its been about 3 months but im too overwhelmed right now. And when all the feelings get too much to handle the only thing i know to do, aside from writing in my journal, is to cut them away. Sure I have good friends, but i don't want to burden them with this right now because all of them have their own issues and i feel bad makin them worry about me on top of it all It frustrates me...i can go so long,, iv managed 6 months without self harm before..but i always slip up no matter how hard i fight it...guess that's only proof that i'm weak. I'll probably be doing this for the rest of my life, or my forseeabl future anyway. I don't want to but i have to cut, im just too incapable of coping with everything, i think i'm slowly going insane.