All I can do is lay here and cry. All I want to do is pick up my razor again, and make all this pain go away. I feel so lonely most days, it takes me a long time to get out of bed to get up and go to my classes at school. I really dont care anymore, I dont know how to deal with any one anymore, or all the stuff thats been going one. I'm so lost and confused. I want help, but cant get it...What do you do, you dont care anymore?