Hi all, I'm new to this forum but not forums in general as I moderate on a large forum somewhere in cyberspace. I'm a man in my late 30's and live in England. I've tried to kill myself a few times, the first being when I was 13. Recently I lost a very good friend who killed herself and I miss her terribly. I've been diagnosed as bi polar II along with BPD and I also suffer with anxiety. Some of the things that I'm into are music, playing guitar, computer programming, malware analysis, computer security, ethical hacking, mountain biking, films, xbox360 and making electronic/dance music. Look forward to getting to know you all and see you around the forum.