What do you think a person should do when you believe suicide is the only option? I deal with depression big time, therefore I tend to have self destructive behavior. The reasons are philosophical. In other words, I have a hard time dealing with the evil in the world, injustice, and stupidity of people (including myself). I recently lost my license, live at home, and have debt up the wazoo! I am suppose to be getting a job, however it seems as though I can not get the right attitude or umph to function normally. What do I mean by normal? Get a job, support one's self, and live "happily" ever after. The only thing I think about is death...I know what is on the other side...I am fine with that issue. I just crave death...but I think family would be pissed off...I would be known as the curse of the family. The thing is...I am like that now...while I live. Suicide is a hard decision...I do not see how anybody can make that choice of going through with it. Though I would like to just get it done and over with.