the world around me seems so filled with confusion and pain . between the people close to me that hurt from disease or people just hurting people without thinking , i dont understand why people want to be here tomorrow.i feel everybodies pain and it kills me and the torment twists my own life where i cant manage. Cuttting was an old way of transfering the thoughts of pain to a direct pain but it doesnt work anymore and i just have things like fingers that dont work now from cut tendons. i truely feel like i dont want to face another day of disapointment..HOW DO I deal with this i have quit my supervisor position job and sold and gave away almost everything i own as i know whats coming next and im not scared of it but i wish i could be normal and just enjoy the simple things in life that make me happy,,,
just another day of being alone and backing further into the corner...
just another day of being alone and backing further into the corner...