Sorry, possible trigger Removed another nail again last night, the other nails I've removed haven't grown back and now my hands are looking as unsightly and as ugly as I feel... Why can't I stop, it restricts me so much, I have to be careful to not get blood onto everything when I work and its so visible to everyone, I used to love my hands & loved having long nails. Now I look deformed and disgusting... which I suppose is fitting. I can't fix myself let alone be strong enough for my children, oh God tears again. I'd wear false nails but the one finger is so badly infected, nothing seems to be enough enough to stop the pain physical & emotional. I'm supposed to be working and generating income meanwhile I'm here trying desperately to find a reason to NOT get in my car one last time.