Like a lot of people, I have trouble opening up and letting people in. The last time I thought I loved someone and finally thought I could open up to them, so I told them about my depression and self-harm and everything that goes on in my head and how bad it gets, But they just left me as if they thought I was too much to handle, like I was too "broken" to ever be fixed... So after about 2 years I'm in a new relationship and I love him like I've never loved anything before. He knows some of it but I'm scared that if I tell him everything he'll just leave like others have and I don't think I could handle it again. Should I just give it my all and hope for the best?