optimism.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bumper, Mar 31, 2007.

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  1. bumper

    bumper Well-Known Member

    Don't do it. Don't be optimistic. I know it might feel good at the time, but it's really just a temporary solution.

    In the long run it will only make you feel worse. When you are optimistic, then your expectations rise. And that only gives you farther to fall.

    I fell for it once again. I got optimistic about something. I was hopeful. And now I am sitting at my desk, crying, and feeling worse than ever before.
    I thought life couldn't get any worse, but it just did. And I know it will continue this way.

    But the worst part about it is the fact that I did it to myself. I went against my better judgement and allowed myself to be optimistic.

    Suicide really is the only answer.
     
  2. bumper

    bumper Well-Known Member

    I just tried walking to the kitchen and couldn't do it.
    I haven't taken any drugs tonight. I haven't drank any alcohol.
    I just can't walk. My body has stopped working. I have been beaten down too many times.

    Don't do it, people. Don't be optimistic. Don't hang on to that hope. I wish I never had.
     
  3. Evo_L

    Evo_L Well-Known Member

    I can understand where you're coming from, I often wish I'd of died years ago and spared myself the humiliation of building things up just to come crashing down to square one again. Like I've stated a couple of times already, it's like snakes and ladders but you always go back to square one again.
     
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