Don't do it. Don't be optimistic. I know it might feel good at the time, but it's really just a temporary solution. In the long run it will only make you feel worse. When you are optimistic, then your expectations rise. And that only gives you farther to fall. I fell for it once again. I got optimistic about something. I was hopeful. And now I am sitting at my desk, crying, and feeling worse than ever before. I thought life couldn't get any worse, but it just did. And I know it will continue this way. But the worst part about it is the fact that I did it to myself. I went against my better judgement and allowed myself to be optimistic. Suicide really is the only answer.