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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Mandy1, May 10, 2009.

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  1. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    I really want to cut right now,i hate myself so much i just want to hurt myself.Im a useless peice of shit who dosent deserve help from anyone.Im so pathetic i deserve this.....
     
  2. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    A few more cuts hurt no one but me........
     
  3. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    how you feeling now? i cant stop you but i hope you havent cut....

    TDM
     
  4. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    I cut,but tried real hard not to,im so ashamed of myself,i really need to get a grip on this,but to be honest it helps me get through,i no thats wrong,i just feel trapped in this mind set of ways to cope.:sad:
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Amanda,

    Don't feel ashamed! Just try to get back on track :hug: Don't give up!
     
  6. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    Amanda, you are trying and I think that means you are not pathetic nor to feel shame.
     
  7. Mandy1

    Mandy1 Antiquities Friend & Senior Member

    I think that sh will be part of my life forever,nevermind:unsure:
     
  8. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    I've only just seen this post hun. Not that I really have anything of value to add, just wanted to send you some hugs.

    I know sh is never ideal or the answer to your problems but sometimes if it stops you from doing anything more serious then I dunno, can't really advocate sh but if it's stopping you from doing serious harm then as long as it's clean & not deep :unsure:.

    That sounds really awful, like I'm saying it's ok for you to sh. I don't mean it like that. I guess it's just your way of relieving pressure kinda like people having a glass of wine after work or something.

    I really do hope you can find a better way to cope, something that's safe.

    Take care babes, love you loads xx
     
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