Been a little sniffly, sore throat, cough, fever for a few days now. Finally it's turned into the full blown flu and I've been banished to my bedroom! Not even allowed to see the Doctor! He will not take any appointments from people who are suffering from the flu! hahaha how funny I think it's pretty sad that my first thought was 'I hope it's swine flu and I hope it fucking kills me'. Still as suicidal as ever, but still wanting the easy way out. Death that I didn't cause.