I'm honestly just running out of whatever gives me the fuel to carry on to the end of the day. And getting to that day's end is becoming less and less worth the effort. There are no reasons I hold for my own to keep waking up every day. People depend on me. I'm not allowed to just abandon them because I'm sick and tired of it all.
It feels like I'm being pressed for everything I have, and then I go to bed. Wake up and make it all happen again. Depending on people for things they cannot be depended upon to provide. Making efforts that ultimately are not reciprocated by the people I'm forced to share spaces with.
People "above" me in the economic hierarchy repeatedly display their incompetence and are never reprimanded or replaced. I'm routinely subjected to their lack of respect and capability, and forced to respect them as if they've earned it.
Just fuckin shoot me already
It feels like I'm being pressed for everything I have, and then I go to bed. Wake up and make it all happen again. Depending on people for things they cannot be depended upon to provide. Making efforts that ultimately are not reciprocated by the people I'm forced to share spaces with.
People "above" me in the economic hierarchy repeatedly display their incompetence and are never reprimanded or replaced. I'm routinely subjected to their lack of respect and capability, and forced to respect them as if they've earned it.
Just fuckin shoot me already