I really am an idiot, I've been <mod edit - methods> the last three weeks and finally told my friend. I needed the help- although I wanted to die, and still have this horrid feeling in my mind. I am in so much pain after the amount I have consumed i seriously wish I was not so stupid.
My kidneys and intestines and my body in general feel so awful.
I stayed over night in hospital having the mental health nurse ask me questions- she was really mean and you can tell she did not enjoy her job which made the situation more horrid for me.
I have been given the medication that will hopefully help my body over the next 6 weeks while i recover, however I am so lucky I am young and my body did not give up on me. Depression and anxiety sucks as well as having PTSD
My kidneys and intestines and my body in general feel so awful.
I stayed over night in hospital having the mental health nurse ask me questions- she was really mean and you can tell she did not enjoy her job which made the situation more horrid for me.
I have been given the medication that will hopefully help my body over the next 6 weeks while i recover, however I am so lucky I am young and my body did not give up on me. Depression and anxiety sucks as well as having PTSD
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