out of hospital

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 3, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    after my failed attempt on friday night (early saturday)
    ive been discharged from the hospital..
    where all the staff have done nothing but make me feel like im a time waster.
    i guess in away i am..

    was so easy just to slip under the water after taking alot of sleeping pills.. didnt want my boyfriend to pull me back up why did he have to come in at that time.. everything would have been better..

    doctors wanted to know my reasoning.. hard to explain why i was full clothed in the bath... but what did they tell me? nothing.. just the "dont be silly"

    silly?

    silly would be me thinking they cared... silly would be me thinking and believing that things are going to change they arnt..
    im a failure at being a nurse didnt even make my finals...
    im just failing at my own life.

    i wish it had worked...
     
  2. Amanda

    Amanda Well-Known Member

    Im glad it didnt work.
     
  3. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Me too aimee, we are all here for you, with our ears open Pete x
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    The finals are very hard do you get to try to rewrite them Here they get 3 trys that is how hard it is. You are a caring person one that would make a great nurse You just have to believe in you okay and the hell with the rest of them You will know how to treat people with respect and compassion unlike the asses the treated you. take care okay stay safe
     
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