Out of place

[~PinkElephants~]

It's odd this feeling that I have. Ever since I've gotten back from New York and gotten back on the site I have felt oddly out of place. I don't feel like I belong here or anywhere. I don't know what is wrong with me or why I feel that way but sadly I do. I don't feel like anything will ever change and lately I find myself to be getting increasingly short with people. I seem to snap at people more easily because I don't have the patience..but yeah maybe it is best for me to bow out now and stop coming around..who knows...because not even I know

 

[resistance]

Hey Kells, when I leave a forum for a degree of time, whether it be a few days, a week or longer, and I return, I always feel out of place, like I don't belong here anymore. You do belong here, you're just getting used to your surroundings again. In a few days I'm sure you'll feel more comfortable here again. I hope you had a good time in New York! :hug:

 

[Terry]

You don't belong here Kells, you belong in Exeter where you can be happy:smile:
:hug:

 

[~PinkElephants~]

I dont belong here. I don't belong anywhere. I'm lost. I'm fuckin' lost. I feel drained. I feel like crying. I hate posting about me. I absolutely hate it but I don't know what else to do. I don't belong even in this house. i'm an outcast, an outsider. I don't belong here. I don't know waht to do.:sad: :sad:

 

[Abacus21]

:hug: :hug:

 

[Beret]

Kells, if you decide to leave for a bit well miss you, but please know this will always will be a site where you are welcome back anytime
:hug:
Beret

 

[Tara]

i get how you feel. its like you've come back and everythings changed. new people.

u'll get back into it. you belong here as much as everyone else here does.

hope you feel better soon :hug:

 

[gentlelady]

Kelly you will always have a place here. I am like resistance. Every time I stay away from SF even for a short time, I come back and feel I no longer belong here. It is like the world went on without me and I am not to get back on. Maybe this is what is happeneing to you as well. I hope you can get readjusted. Take care hun. :hug: