Out Of This Mess.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by AshleyMarie, Jan 11, 2010.

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  1. AshleyMarie

    AshleyMarie Member

    Sadly, I have fallen back into my old ways.
    I have let drugs back into my life.
    Lately, its pills.
    Poppin, Snorting, and Smoking pills
    Anything from Hydro, Vicodin, Lortab, Transformers, pretty
    much anything I can get my hands on.
    Its so easy, and they make me happy.
    I have no problems at the moment
    because of the fact I am on drugs.
    I'm not sure if this is bad or good.
    I've lost everything important to me,
    and I see no point in trying to get them back.
    I have nothing to live for,
    yet so much to live for.
    Oddly, I feel as if the
    only reason I am alive,
    is drugs.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hey Ashley-Marie time to reach out for help okay. Get a hold of a detox group sign in and stay there until you are stable Once your off the drugs things will be better okay do this for you. You deserve the help get it okay take care
  3. AshleyMarie

    AshleyMarie Member

    I was put into the hospital yesterday for exhaustion and dehydration.
    i had taken pills earlier that day.
    and i was throwing up and shit.
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