what do u do when u feel like life no longer has a meaning. when the only way out is in. when u wanna take ur life away and put a stop to all the pain. when u want to just curl up and cry. i dont know what to do i want all the pain to stop im doin drugs running away beating myself up. killing the pain making it all stop. im ready to go away. everything i work for gets torn to shreds, no more beggin for help im doing it my way now and im so scared my way is gonna kill me hurting everyone here.