I've always felt like an outsider (past & present personal problems aside) since the age of 10 to be honest. I don't enjoy the many pleasures in life that most people seem to thrive on and I can't figure out why. When I wasn't being forced to go out with friends I would be relishing my own company night after night but nobody else understood how I could just want to be alone from the rest of civilization. I've got nothing against their type in music and genres in films in fact that is how I've managed to keep my head afloat in this world with the basis that I can talk to them about stuff I like but wouldn't want to go with them If I can help it to the Cinema or Nightclubs etc. Everybody thinks I'm weird for snubbing a typical young person's life style for that of an old man to be frank. I won't normally be seen out anywhere and I don't feel like I'm missing out but I just wished people could accept my ideal night would be alone and watching a classic comedy on TV. I don't drink much or do drugs so I couldn't have the same experiences as them and I'm never in a mood to befriend Women because they bore me so much I've got a PHD in yawning gestures. I also dislike the company of my fellow Men but that is something I'd rather not talk about.