I'm curious to find out why most people dislike me could it be because of zainy sense of humour, image or attitude? Since I was very young I've felt like an outsider because I've battled against the odds to go into a mainstream school as I was severely suffering from a speech disorder but after being diagnosed and treated I was permitted to join the local Infant school nearby. It has been almost five years since leaving school but still feel distant from others and my relationship with my friends is worser then it has been before because I've never been able to talk with them about my problems or my family life which to be honest I wouldn't shout from the rooftops in all fairness. I feel prone to outside attack because I don't really have anybody else to rely upon and that others sense a weakness about me just from the way I go about my life. I think nobody wants to discuss how I feel to my face because they see me as a write off the moment they meet me so and go elsewhere.